Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
high five to yvette and i. cheers ! we are the "im pissed for i dont know what reason" people.
went to coral secondary to watch the band concert. okay, i didnt watch it. i was busy doing work. if there's a need for me to give my comments, im sorry i cant do it. the only times i suddenly look up to the stage is when the band suddenly plays this really loud shocking sound.
when i said it, i totally didnt think of that.
you people can go on giving me the "talk to the hand" attitude. it's not really that important now. im so sick and tired of trying to give you explanations. and i jolly well know you guys wont listen to any bit of it. so you can go think in whatever way you want. it was alright at first but dont you think it's really too much of it all ? now because of this whole thing, everything's so changed. im so sorry for venting on you, trish and cari.
i thought it over and i spoke to cari about it all. but somehow i just know something's wrong. i dont understand why im getting this feeling. but eh, if thats some way to show it, then fine. honestly, i dint think it'll be like that. it seems so okay when it's just not me huh. maybe im just thinking too much, looking too much in between those lines. you cant blame me for that because you lead me into doing it.
there's just so much i wanna say and spill out but im gonna hold it all back in.
im replying but it took me so long. im trying to tell you how im feeling but it so isnt working. i keep typing out the msges and deleting them again and again. ugh, it's annoying. then i give up.
ive still presents to buy, gifts to make, cards to send. it's so shhity.
i thought i told you to stop doing all those work ? youre so not getting the appreciation you deserve. why didnt you listen to me ? seee ? youre friggin getting affected all over again. high five, wanna join my club ? youre always welcome.
ignore me, just keep doing it if it pleases you.
let your heart out.